Bad times

Never ever :(

Not pregnant

Again it's a no no, I was chilled, relaxed and had a little drinky which sum sites suggest and still zip Nowt not a thing was 3 days late then bang ! Very sad face right now, have lost count. Dam u nhs dam u dam u!  Gonna go on a new diet my mates r doing its not cheap but hey why not give it a go this ain't working,   

On the bright side sisters wedding is tomorrow so looking forward to that just hope there r no issues while I'm there. Lol.

Over and out

Negative vs positive

Not sure what's better stay positive and hope things will work and be very dissapointed when they don't. Or just think that things will never happen.  

Or can you really do either?

Still no good news for me yet!  And next door neighbour died poor man, that's two now.  

How did they know before me

Was friends funeral today, didn't make it coz had car issues but managed to get to the wake. 200_300 people went. 

While at the wake was talking to some one we didn't invite to our wedding as we haven't spoken in such a long time think she was really upset up it, I felt so bad she then whispered to me she stuck up for me back in the day. Meaning when mum and dad found out about me. Now I can't get that out my head! For one when did this happen and how did they all know before me.  Also why make me feel worse than I already do

Wedding

Sisters wedding a week Saturday she's a posh Londoner so I need to dress well. Do u think I can find sumit 18-20 low cut floaty dress not to much to ask everything seems to be high neck, wondering if I can get away with a nice suit instead. 

Boobs!

Big ones small ones weird ones! 

Men love them gay men love them

Everyone loves then!

N e way shopping with them not so good god dam my 36-38 GG grrrrrr. Finding a dress is not fun. And I'm told to wear sumit I norm wouldn't lol cheers.  Still will be a great day

Drunk

Lost count of tries now, but this time thought hey ho ill have a drinky lol. Well most unwanted pregnancys happen wen drunk. Not the best idea ever. Won't do it again sleepy now. Only two drinks not a shed load