Crap

3rd attempt at baby! Getting a bit stressed about it all now.  What happens if it does not work, what if it never works. I want to be a mother but may never get the chance. NHS won't help us which is wrong, starting to wonder if ill be able to afford to fight them for my right for help. Over a week to go till we know but I'm not feeling like its worked again. Ahhhhh. 

Really not feeling positive about this at all.   

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